Where do I fit in?

Possibly my most asked question I say to myself. I think a lot of people struggle with it. Finding their way through life in whatever way they can. When I started blogging, it was just a small thing, there was a few big bloggers and the rest of us were finding our way into this whole new universe. Looking at where blogging is now is absolutely astounding, and it's amazing to see the success of it in so many people. I couldn't be more proud to be in such a well supported community full of wonderful bloggers. Which is why it can be a struggle sometimes. I've gone through many times of wanting to give up blogging because I felt like I just wasn't fitting in so much. I tried different ways of blogging, I even blogged about things I wanted to enjoy but just didn't in the end.

You can't force yourself into a niche. Blogging to make others happy isn't really the right way to do it. There have been times before where I've blogged about things I absolutely adore and it got next to no reach. Yet other popular topics seemed to do the trick. But that wasn't making me happy so why would i bother? This vicious cycle has happened a few times. I understand it takes hard work to get where you want to be, but sometimes even trying is hard and giving up seems like an easier thing to consider.

I'm writing this post not trying to help, i just needed a way of saying how i felt. If it does help someone, then that's amazing. I know I'm not alone in feeling this. I'm not exactly a make-up guru, and i know a lot of girls aren't, but you make that shit look bloody easy!

I am determined to try different ways of writing with different topics, i want to start putting more effort into my photography, i want to get back in to art and crafts, i want to experiment with more make-up. It's tough feeling like you haven't got a clue what to write about without having any knowledge about it in the first place. Am i making sense? I hope i am.

I kind of feel better for writing this post already, i hope i do get to where i want to be in this gigantic, glorious world of blogging. I'd love to know how you feel about it, and how you conquered your fears and got through it. Let me know, yeah?


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